The game

I'm losing. I know.

I'm still playing,not in the hopes of winning,but because i just want to be a part of the game.

It's unfair to play after losing,i know.I've not lost completely,I'm still losing. I got into it without knowing it's a game.

I don't want to get out of the game. let me keep playing.Trust me,my presence wont affect anyone's chance of winning.I promise.

I know. I AM losing.

Hide And Seek

Across the farthest of lands
Down the nearest of sands
i search slowly
in and out of
the external peace
internal chaos
muffled voices
of a confused heart.
outer serenity
inner hustle
of a troubled mind.

i still search.
a mad rush
a silent hush
bustles out of eternity
an emotional tinge of serendipity.
I look out here and there,
and land up nowhere!

life shows me puzzles,
at times,quite a few.
that's when i realize
I'm hiding me and searching you!

Sigh!

irritated.depressed.confused.unhappy.possessive.
sentimental.immature.silly.helpless.lazy.
frustrated.wronged.hopeless.perplexed.
grumbling.crying.sad.irrational.angry.
pissed off.bored.missing.missed.bugged.
reckless.crazy.doubtful.tough.hurt.insecure.
lost.upset.lonely.out of mood.restless.unthoughtful.
afraid.grieving.illogical.emotional.period

all that I'm now.

sigh.

Hey goodbye nanba!

my blog had been dormant for a couple of weeks and this seemed to be fun!

Rules:
1. Put your MP3 player on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write the name of the song no matter what. No cheating!

IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY?” YOU SAY?
"mudhal mazhai ennai nanaithadhe"-bheema..

err...vague!!!

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"kurai ondrum illai"-M.S.Subbulakshmi

ahem.. :):)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"nee oru kaadhal sangeetham"-naayagan

oh ya may be the "music" in them!!


HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"panikaatre"-Run.

long since i have seen panikaatru!!


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
"i wanna be with you"-BSB

yes,may be with "the spl someone"

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"sariya idhu thavara"-kalloori

sariya pochu!!


WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
'raathiriyil poothirukum thaamarai dhan"
(that rajini song,forgot movie name)

lotus? me? not bad not at all!!!


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
"enna thavam seidhanai"-kaapi,sowmya

now..isn't that supposed to be too much?;-) promise no cheating!!!!!


WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"vaan megam"-punnagai mannan

hmm...quite so!


WHAT IS 2+2?
"kandukonden kandukonden"

:P answer theriyume!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"kuchi kucchi raakamma"-bombay!
super! she is an olli kuchi only:)


WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"snehidhane"-alaipayuthe

cool!


WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"i have a dream"-abba

dreaming throughout my life's story?!


WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"dance with me"-aaja nach le

dance ? me? !!!


WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"'ethanai kodi inbam vaithai" -unni krishnan

:-)


WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"keladi kanmani"-pudhu pudhu arthangal

sonna pecha kekanumo?:)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"akkam pakkam"-kreedom

but that's not for the "WEDDING"(how can there be "yaarum illaa" in my wedding!!)
isn't it?? :P:P


WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"jagat janani"-unnikrishnan

oh how i wish!

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"maja maja"-sillunu 1 kaadhal

err....ore majaa!

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"kanavaa illai kaatra"-ratchagan

hmm...kanavu :)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"roobaroo roshni"-Rang De basanti

the "roshni" of my life!


WHAT SHOULD YOU POST THIS AS?
"Hey goodbye nanba!"

bessttu!