I'm losing. I know.
I'm still playing,not in the hopes of winning,but because i just want to be a part of the game.
It's unfair to play after losing,i know.I've not lost completely,I'm still losing. I got into it without knowing it's a game.
I don't want to get out of the game. let me keep playing.Trust me,my presence wont affect anyone's chance of winning.I promise.
I know. I AM losing.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Hide And Seek
Across the farthest of lands
Down the nearest of sands
i search slowly
in and out of
the external peace
internal chaos
muffled voices
of a confused heart.
outer serenity
inner hustle
of a troubled mind.
i still search.
a mad rush
a silent hush
bustles out of eternity
an emotional tinge of serendipity.
I look out here and there,
and land up nowhere!
life shows me puzzles,
at times,quite a few.
that's when i realize
I'm hiding me and searching you!
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Sigh!
irritated.depressed.confused.unhappy.possessive.
sentimental.immature.silly.helpless.lazy.
frustrated.wronged.hopeless.perplexed.
grumbling.crying.sad.irrational.angry.
pissed off.bored.missing.missed.bugged.
reckless.crazy.doubtful.tough.hurt.insecure.
lost.upset.lonely.out of mood.restless.unthoughtful.
afraid.grieving.illogical.emotional.period
all that I'm now.
sigh.
sentimental.immature.silly.helpless.lazy.
frustrated.wronged.hopeless.perplexed.
grumbling.crying.sad.irrational.angry.
pissed off.bored.missing.missed.bugged.
reckless.crazy.doubtful.tough.hurt.insecure.
lost.upset.lonely.out of mood.restless.unthoughtful.
afraid.grieving.illogical.emotional.period
all that I'm now.
sigh.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Hey goodbye nanba!
my blog had been dormant for a couple of weeks and this seemed to be fun!
Rules:
1. Put your MP3 player on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write the name of the song no matter what. No cheating!
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY?” YOU SAY?
"mudhal mazhai ennai nanaithadhe"-bheema..
err...vague!!!
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"kurai ondrum illai"-M.S.Subbulakshmi
ahem.. :):)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"nee oru kaadhal sangeetham"-naayagan
oh ya may be the "music" in them!!
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"panikaatre"-Run.
long since i have seen panikaatru!!
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
"i wanna be with you"-BSB
yes,may be with "the spl someone"
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"sariya idhu thavara"-kalloori
sariya pochu!!
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
'raathiriyil poothirukum thaamarai dhan"
(that rajini song,forgot movie name)
lotus? me? not bad not at all!!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
"enna thavam seidhanai"-kaapi,sowmya
now..isn't that supposed to be too much?;-) promise no cheating!!!!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"vaan megam"-punnagai mannan
hmm...quite so!
WHAT IS 2+2?
"kandukonden kandukonden"
:P answer theriyume!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"kuchi kucchi raakamma"-bombay!
super! she is an olli kuchi only:)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"snehidhane"-alaipayuthe
cool!
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"i have a dream"-abba
dreaming throughout my life's story?!
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"dance with me"-aaja nach le
dance ? me? !!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"'ethanai kodi inbam vaithai" -unni krishnan
:-)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"keladi kanmani"-pudhu pudhu arthangal
sonna pecha kekanumo?:)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"akkam pakkam"-kreedom
but that's not for the "WEDDING"(how can there be "yaarum illaa" in my wedding!!)
isn't it?? :P:P
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"jagat janani"-unnikrishnan
oh how i wish!
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"maja maja"-sillunu 1 kaadhal
err....ore majaa!
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"kanavaa illai kaatra"-ratchagan
hmm...kanavu :)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"roobaroo roshni"-Rang De basanti
the "roshni" of my life!
WHAT SHOULD YOU POST THIS AS?
"Hey goodbye nanba!"
bessttu!
Rules:
1. Put your MP3 player on shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write the name of the song no matter what. No cheating!
IF SOMEONE SAYS “IS THIS OKAY?” YOU SAY?
"mudhal mazhai ennai nanaithadhe"-bheema..
err...vague!!!
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
"kurai ondrum illai"-M.S.Subbulakshmi
ahem.. :):)
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
"nee oru kaadhal sangeetham"-naayagan
oh ya may be the "music" in them!!
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
"panikaatre"-Run.
long since i have seen panikaatru!!
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
"i wanna be with you"-BSB
yes,may be with "the spl someone"
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
"sariya idhu thavara"-kalloori
sariya pochu!!
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
'raathiriyil poothirukum thaamarai dhan"
(that rajini song,forgot movie name)
lotus? me? not bad not at all!!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
"enna thavam seidhanai"-kaapi,sowmya
now..isn't that supposed to be too much?;-) promise no cheating!!!!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
"vaan megam"-punnagai mannan
hmm...quite so!
WHAT IS 2+2?
"kandukonden kandukonden"
:P answer theriyume!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
"kuchi kucchi raakamma"-bombay!
super! she is an olli kuchi only:)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"snehidhane"-alaipayuthe
cool!
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
"i have a dream"-abba
dreaming throughout my life's story?!
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
"dance with me"-aaja nach le
dance ? me? !!!
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
"'ethanai kodi inbam vaithai" -unni krishnan
:-)
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
"keladi kanmani"-pudhu pudhu arthangal
sonna pecha kekanumo?:)
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
"akkam pakkam"-kreedom
but that's not for the "WEDDING"(how can there be "yaarum illaa" in my wedding!!)
isn't it?? :P:P
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
"jagat janani"-unnikrishnan
oh how i wish!
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
"maja maja"-sillunu 1 kaadhal
err....ore majaa!
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
"kanavaa illai kaatra"-ratchagan
hmm...kanavu :)
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
"roobaroo roshni"-Rang De basanti
the "roshni" of my life!
WHAT SHOULD YOU POST THIS AS?
"Hey goodbye nanba!"
bessttu!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
single and sweet !
"hey you know what?those two got committed last week!" "are they close friends or are they really committed?" sigh!! getting committed! that's the buzz word,or sounds so. there has always been this "pair-up" stuff both at high school and college.it's done purely for fun.i understand,and of course enjoy too!! but i don't understand the funda about "getting committed". oh when? at this age? or you think it's the right age? "hey they make a cute pair!" oh yes i agree,but commitment? nay,not much!
when a guy and girl are good pals,fellow students are wise enough to leave it just as a "pair-up" at the maximum. but sometimes the level of closeness does create a stir among the others and they start this "getting committed" topic all over again!! I'm not against fun-talks, in fact i have been paired up and i tease people too.but what about this "rage for commitment"?surely no! after this proposal is accepted, they think getting committed is fun.ya,with the guy gifting you for every(silly) thing,those never ending phone-calls,irresistible looks,the "mushy-mushy" dialogues,those midnight sweet dream message,going out together,cliched beach walks,the thought of him or her while listening to romantic songs,et al. is that all you call commitment? i laugh when people give a pity-look which means,"tchu tchu... you are single is it?not much of charm." best joke!
staying single has it's own advantages people! i need not worry about whether he ate,slept,walked,called me up,messaged and the like.when i have no time to think of myself,there's absolutely no time at all to think for two people! he and me! do you know commitment is hell lot of a responsibility ? especially when you are in the serious talk list.you make a slip of the tongue mistake,it's taken to charge. the doubtful looks and stares that you have to face sometimes even from your own girl/guy, when you talk or exchange pleasantries with some other girl/guy, as the case may be.
no girl is going to give a damn to you if you are not getting into a decent profession with a soaring career.all "mushy-mushy" things that once used to be her fantasy will no longer hold any position other than a waste of time,if you are not an achiever.money is not only what i mean.surely no one will want to lead a mediocre life. same applies to guys too!
for those who think"this girl is mad.you don't know when love will strike you" i say, go!get committed.but first understand what it means to be so.give it a break now my dear! this is the time for many more things that you will want to look back and cherish.follow your dreams,have fun with friends,be passionate,learn lots,read lots,fight,play,love and LIVE!and then get committed.may be, that sounds more like a commitment!
P.S: i will surely inform you when i get committed.right now,staying single seems to be sweeter than anything else in the world!
when a guy and girl are good pals,fellow students are wise enough to leave it just as a "pair-up" at the maximum. but sometimes the level of closeness does create a stir among the others and they start this "getting committed" topic all over again!! I'm not against fun-talks, in fact i have been paired up and i tease people too.but what about this "rage for commitment"?surely no! after this proposal is accepted, they think getting committed is fun.ya,with the guy gifting you for every(silly) thing,those never ending phone-calls,irresistible looks,the "mushy-mushy" dialogues,those midnight sweet dream message,going out together,cliched beach walks,the thought of him or her while listening to romantic songs,et al. is that all you call commitment? i laugh when people give a pity-look which means,"tchu tchu... you are single is it?not much of charm." best joke!
staying single has it's own advantages people! i need not worry about whether he ate,slept,walked,called me up,messaged and the like.when i have no time to think of myself,there's absolutely no time at all to think for two people! he and me! do you know commitment is hell lot of a responsibility ? especially when you are in the serious talk list.you make a slip of the tongue mistake,it's taken to charge. the doubtful looks and stares that you have to face sometimes even from your own girl/guy, when you talk or exchange pleasantries with some other girl/guy, as the case may be.
no girl is going to give a damn to you if you are not getting into a decent profession with a soaring career.all "mushy-mushy" things that once used to be her fantasy will no longer hold any position other than a waste of time,if you are not an achiever.money is not only what i mean.surely no one will want to lead a mediocre life. same applies to guys too!
for those who think"this girl is mad.you don't know when love will strike you" i say, go!get committed.but first understand what it means to be so.give it a break now my dear! this is the time for many more things that you will want to look back and cherish.follow your dreams,have fun with friends,be passionate,learn lots,read lots,fight,play,love and LIVE!and then get committed.may be, that sounds more like a commitment!
P.S: i will surely inform you when i get committed.right now,staying single seems to be sweeter than anything else in the world!
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