10 things I want to tell people(names withheld)
1.I'm REALLY SORRY. I feel sorry for what i have been and done. I know it hurts.It pains. It kills. It's devastating.I can only say, I'm sorry. But I REALLY am!
2.Thanks for being better to me.Not just good.better.I know there are some serious talks that are pending between us. I'm not sure how unfriendly and uncomfortable they are going to be. But you deserve them for your nice attitude towards me. Thank u.
3.I wish I had been your sibling,or a close friend or at least associated with you like now,much more earlier in life. The kind of sense that you unknowingly put into my head(which is overflowing with dumbness) is immeasurable. You make me think a lot. Wish you hadn't been this far,physically and emotionally.
4. One and a half years WILL make a difference. It's too short a period of time for people to forget and forgive.You and I may. But they won't and they can't. 1.5 yrs is also too long a period,to remain cut-off,and then start from where you left,and pull on even if you had been the best of pals.Nothing more to say.
5.I'm pleased to have even known you. I never knew life will make us this close that I become your trusted pal to share even the most personal of your problems.I've no solutions,but believe me,I'm there for you,to listen Anytime,any day.Currently busy with my own problems,the crux of which,you know.
6.I miss you lots.You are my best friend.No doubts. I'm ashamed to tell you that you have been missing so much of what's happening in my life,easily because I'm not in a state to speak about anything. I'm begging for an appropriate time,to have a heart-felt talk with you.
7.I Love you. Please don't ever make me feel guilty about it.
8.I'm grateful to you. There had been times(or even now? ) when I was on the verge of being jealous on you. You simply came in and helped me when i was clueless and helpless.You were the saviour one time.We are not close,i know we won't have a chance to be so. Still,thanks.
9.There is nothing called life's greatest mistake. Life is resilient.
10.You are the reason for everything,undoubtedly. Thanks for making me do irrational actions, at the most inappropriate time,to the most inappropriate people. I learnt a lesson.
one of these is something i have told myself.Guess.
hey!! which one of this is for me? (THERE BETTER BE ONE FOR ME!! [And it better not be the "life's greatest mistake" one!] lol)
ReplyDelete@ ani:
ReplyDeletei don't have anything to tell people who have a day for "Handsomeness" dedicated for themselves :P
I wish u could tell which one was for me. :-)
that life's greatest mistake was 4 u rite? or s t de i love u 1?
ReplyDelete@divya:
ReplyDeleteright :-)
do u really think ani deserves a mention here in this post? he is begging me so much,:P
:-)..i know how it feels
ReplyDelete@uttara:
ReplyDelete:-)