Mirror,Screen or Wall

In the beginning,there was this huge wall between us.a distance purposefully maintained because of new acquaintance.it was you,who started breaking the wall,i played a small role.it all started with a hole,then brick by brick the wall was removed.the distance lessened.then there was just a screen between.translucent?


we knew each other little more,much more.yes,the distance still maintained in its own way.slowly,steadily the screen got removed.then there was just a miorror.a double-sided mirror.i looked at it,i saw you.you looked at it,you saw me.there were many factors that gained strength in replacing the screen,but we were strong.there was no place for a screen.we had a lovely mirror! that's it!that was the lovely period of life.the mirror!


mirrors are brittle aren't they?now there isn't much of outside influence,but the inner self is creating a screen,that's almost ready.yes,translucent,but surely it isn't a mirror now.an unwanted,unexpected screen which has risen due to expectations.paradox?no.it's the reality.it's not my imagination,it's my fear.the feeling of insecurity creeps in.the fear of the screen getting strengthened,that a wall may start as well.the fear of a distance,now not so purposefully, will be maintained.the fear of being afraid!

i'm not doubting you.there's no loss of hope as such.i trust you wholly.i'm afraid,i don't trust myself!it may be an exaggeration in your opinion.but it's more than anything to me.it may not be easy to bring back our lovely mirror,but don't you think it's possible?little by little,the screen has to be removed and the mirror will automatically take its honourable place.
help me prevent the wall from rising.help me to remove the screen.help me replace a mirror.
please!